Thursday, January 31, 2013

Today I am going to...

Taking action is always better than doing nothing, I think.

I am in a state that keeps me a bit less creative, a bit less productive, a bit let happy, a bit let loving. I am in the state where I am probably having trouble to accepting what I am going through in this point.
So I am a bit low, and unwilling to make a step.

Therefore I decide I want to accept, I decide I am moving and trying each day something that will bring me back to myself a little more with each thing I do.

I am:
- going to create each day my outfit, take the time to do it and enjoy it, and not just throw clothes on me
- going to write each day of something that I read, like, even have a small opinion about it - I will put it down
- going to read each day something I really like
- going to remind myself to be calm, relaxed
- going to laugh when I hear a joke, but really laugh
- going to take all the time to nourish and cherish my body. I will gently wash it, rub it, indulge it and love it
- going to turn to my soul each time i feel i lost the way
- going to drink 2l of water and be more careful with my diet
- going to bring my contribution

I start today and this post is my writing about something I like!

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Turn to myslef

I have been living an ups and downs period lately and have moments when it's somehow hard to accept it. I am in a cold point with my work. There are days when I like it and feel comfortable about it and days when I receive an email that makes me all wondering if this is not the right time for me to move on.

Like so many things in life it is up to us to fight what we are going through or accept it. I thought I had accepted this but somehow I don't feel neither happy nor comfortable which hints me that I might be still in the accepting process.

Whenever I am feeling this low I try to stop and hunt back the things that made me feel ok. Sometimes this works, sometimes not. Why not? Because I am referring to an old situation and in the mean time I have evolved and changed and the things that helped me some time ago might not help me now. We, human beans  evolve and change more often than we know or believe  Most of us think that from an age or period the people just stop changing or do it in a very small pace. I believe this is not true. Even the small things change us, the small happenings make us think and reflect on ourselves.

So right now I am in that point where I am not extremely happy nor am I really able to turn to a tried and proven way to make myself feel better. I think that I just might be very tired and unable to re-balance.
So I am turning to myself and try to ask what to do. I am sure the answer is in me, I need just to open my eyes to feel it...

What do you do in times like this?

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